Sunday, January 30, 2005

Kitty Update

My elderly kitty actually looks better, although his mouth still doesn't close all the way. But he doesn't look as bad as he did on Thursday night and Friday.

Just looking at him these past couple of days has forced me closer to the decision of having to put him down. He isn't the cat he used to be. He can't jump up on anything and he has trouble getting up from laying down. I don't think he's in pain, but then I can't imagine being in his shoes (paws?) and not hurting.

I was really just kind of hoping that he would die one day and I wouldn't have to make this decision. I'm not emotionally capable of making the decision at all. I've had so much heart ache the last couple of months that I just can't take any more.

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